I'm In Love With Attitudes

2008-09-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

"I see your face with every punch i take.. and every bone i break.. it's all for you..
and my worst pains are words i CANNOT say.. still i will always fight on for you.."

Everytime I had the chance to grab your hand. I stopped myself. Knowing that you would not like it.. or may not like it. And it's far too awkward. Because things tell me we're not meant to be. Or rather we can't. I tried to keep myself silent. From telling you everything I wish to tell you. It gets difficult at times. Especially when the hormones just keep rushin through. If I could just feel the warmth of your palm for a few more seconds. I swear my heart will beat like a mad pump. I guess I'll just avoid touching you. or even trying. To avoid disappointment. Especially when you dodge and shift uncomfortably over. My heart will break to the extent.. that it will crack. I don't want to hurt myself. And i know you won't want me to. I tried pretty hard.. and I've came to know. Nothin worked. So I will always see your back. And start to tear silently.

These are the words.. i cannot say.. and there's more.. which i would not need to mention.. anyway..

- m I n -

You Are Not Alone

2008-09-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

“I’m not moving”
“…”
“Look at me.”
She stared straight into his eyes. Tears were trickling down her reddened cheeks, pooled on the corner of her mouth. He swiftly lifted his right hand to dab the tears from her face, not to mention how smeared the make-up on her face had been. She looked away, disappointed.
“Please…”
She grabbed her Pooh bag from him. Without saying a word, she darted off in the opposite direction.
‘Is this how life is?’ Murmuring to himself, while seeing her running, further into the dark night, out of sight. He knew there was no use of chasing. He knew her very well. Too well. His heart could’ve weighed a tonne by now. How? He sighed while contemplating. It was an excellent moment for memories to revise themselves in his lost mind.

A Date in 4-Years Time

2008-09-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

Name: Jeff Chua Wei Zhe
Age: 21
Country: Singapore
Significant impact: Soccer and Bootes server
Estimated year of Date: 2013

*crosses pinky*

One-day as couple.

See you that day! LoL

Min

2008-09-01T05:51:00.000-07:00

Why would you want to marry a saddist anyway!
I'm in love with attitudes.